Wednesday, May 13, 2009
poem flags.stimulus projects and continued conversations about disintegration
It was a moist rainy afternoon and we spent a couple of hours snuggled under a quilt and watched the movie"Doubt". Intriguing film for anyone who like me had a Catholic experience in my education. It is a thought provoking drama with several views of offenders and victims. It is not an easy story that is unveiled and yet it may ask more questions that the film answers. I think I need to see it again to take time for final analysis. I have too many personal memories and that might be complicating my understanding...who knows?
I spent the evening studying the other participant's disintegration projects and met another woman who lives in a log cabin in TN who also has had major brain issues and setbacks. Retracing what I thought I had already learned and yet I find myself stumbling in my thoughts and actions. I am affirming that I am held in the hands of a strong and gentle Supreme being...for me God will help me to let go of worry and anxiety. Maybe this is why I have had a very strong attraction to this whole concept of things that disintegrate. Now we all will work closely to renew and integrate these bits and pieces into a new project. Time will tell as we wait and play until the next reveal in August.
I was on a search and I found my beloved morning glory seeds that hopefully I will place in the soil tomorrow. For years, well since my childhood I have enjoyed witnessing these simple blooming jewels of pure color. Over the years I have been given a variety of seeds from friends and I like to think of them as blooming friends. I guess I better go to bed...I am rambling and will volunteer tomorrow in the gallery for Michelle. Imagine and Live in Peace, Mary Helen Fernandez Stewart