Wednesday, May 13, 2009

poem flags.stimulus projects and continued conversations about disintegration

It was a moist rainy afternoon and we spent a couple of hours snuggled under a quilt and watched the movie"Doubt". Intriguing film for anyone who like me had a Catholic experience in my education. It is a thought provoking drama with several views of offenders and victims. It is not an easy story that is unveiled and yet it may ask more questions that the film answers. I think I need to see it again to take time for final analysis. I have too many personal memories and that might be complicating my understanding...who knows?
I spent the evening studying the other participant's disintegration projects and met another woman who lives in a log cabin in TN who also has had major brain issues and setbacks. Retracing what I thought I had already learned and yet I find myself stumbling in my thoughts and actions. I am affirming that I am held in the hands of a strong and gentle Supreme being...for me God will help me to let go of worry and anxiety. Maybe this is why I have had a very strong attraction to this whole concept of things that disintegrate. Now we all will work closely to renew and integrate these bits and pieces into a new project. Time will tell as we wait and play until the next reveal in August.
I was on a search and I found my beloved morning glory seeds that hopefully I will place in the soil tomorrow. For years, well since my childhood I have enjoyed witnessing these simple blooming jewels of pure color. Over the years I have been given a variety of seeds from friends and I like to think of them as blooming friends. I guess I better go to bed...I am rambling and will volunteer tomorrow in the gallery for Michelle. Imagine and Live in Peace, Mary Helen Fernandez Stewart


  1. Thanks for stopping by and commenting on my new york disintegration bundle. Not too much decay so I will make the most of it and see what I can create. Remember the bit that "no matter can be created or distroyed", so guess we are just doing some rearranging! There are so many wonderful postings on this Disintegration project of Seth's! The variations are amazing to look at. Aug 1 will be a fun day. Just need to think about what I'd like to create!Lots to look forward to!

  2. Hi Mary Helen, interesting to note what the weather does to items left outside. Thank you for filling in for me today.

  3. Thank you for visiting my Magpie's Nest. Seth's DisCo collaboration is so amazing isn't it! Your bundle looks great, lots of fun surprises in store for us all when August comes.
    Brightest of Blessings