Thursday, April 1, 2010
My new month...pray for positive waves of healing motions
The butterflies have come home
black wings engaged in the flight ballet
iridescence on the fragile wings sparkle in the sunlight.
I maintained my schedule of rest and positive thoughts to be on my best behavior for the MRI and the MRA planned for three hours tomorrow... to see inside my head...my brain...my arteries in my neck....I just have to maintain my state of Zen and realize I am in the hands of God and the people who help me restore my work patterns so I can continue my work. I feel extreme frustration because I have not worked with my hands for almost three days... my slow and prayerful motions of moving the needle and threads is like my meditation and silent mantra for keeping me in focus. Do I have narcolepsy? or something in response to my multiple medications? I seem to drift in and out of consciousness which would be fine if I did not have my deadline moving in. I believe I can do this with one stitch... one thread... combined to bring into view my vision.
It is April...and the forsythia has opened their yellow promises of Spring's bliss. The warm radiation from the sun pours over my face as I lean into the sunshine for strength. Soothing whispers on the gentle breezes caress my whole being...I felt naked in the presence of this miracle of the day. The birds are singing a litany of their new choruses and the crows are cawing in a raucous voice that sends needles into my silence and the blanket of my serenity. I do wonder what has created such a stir in their movements and their silent flight.
Imagine and Live in Peace, Mary Helen Fernandez Stewart
I am way behind on my reading my circle of blog friends...tomorrow
My movie Seraphine arrived today from Amazon....YEAH!!!!